Memories...

Its a bliss to get back here after many years

Its a bliss to see that same old little window in that old house

Its a bliss to see that same rainbow behind those rocks from that little window

And it braught me back all those memories of the temple;the rock;and the rain coming from a distance

Its through this little window

I used to hear the morning raga from the temple,

Its through this old wooden window

I used to feel the summer heat from the huge rock it faces,

And Its through this old little window

I used to watch the rain coming from a distance with a roaring noise...

And its through this old window

I used to watch the rain flowing like a waterfall from the rock

I could still see that little boy here

holding these stiles and waiting for the rain to come

I could still remember the twinkle in his eyes

when he feels the gentle cool breeze when it drizzles

I can still recollect the dreams of that little boy

which he built up looking through this small window gazing the blue sky...

Its disheartening to go back ,

But I need to go back to live my dreams and passion

But these memories will never fade from me anytime,

its green;will be green; always and forever in my thoughts............

Dusky Evenings !

Years before when i came to this city,

It looked all bright with hopes and fortunes,

but never did i realise then that there is a dark face for everyting

And yes, this is what iam scared of this city;

it made me more and more lonely...

I remember,

I loved watching the busy crowd rushing to home

I loved watching sun going down leaving a colorful sky

I loved watching moon rising up with a gentle cool breeze

I remember that i loved everything about those dusky evenings...

But it all changed,

I remember those lonely weekends
When i used to walk all alone to the temple and the lake nearby
I used to stare at the water thinking about me,my future and the past
Never could i smile, not even once on anything that i could think of...

There was a strange fear that was ruling me those days
There was a heaviness i could feel in every single thought i had
An unknown pain that used to take away even the vague smile i had
And always, there was a drop of tear in my eyes, which no one could ever notice


Many many years later, I am still in the same city,
And I don't have a reason for not being happy and smiling
But, I could still feel the same feeling of lonliness like years before

And yes, this is what i am scared of this city;

it made me more and more lonely...

Today,
I could feel the same fresh air

I could feel the smell of those same flowers

I could hear the sound of the same temple bells

And I could feel the same unknown pain that sinks in every part of mine !!

Yes, iam scared !!

I am scared of this moment of lonliness once again !